hellomynameisbeautiful
Alysha. 20 years old. Recovering from EDNOS.
CW 144.
The goal is to accept my body for how it is and treat it as well as I can through nutritious foods, exercise, and self love.
Purge free since 1-21-13

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My birthday is a week from today

I’m pretty damn excited because I’m going to be turning 21, but I’m kind of scared because alcohol has a lot of calories and ugh. But yay 21….

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Just made peanut butter oatmeal and I had to choke it down. Fear of peanut butter is coming back again. :/ Fucking fuck.

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Doesn’t that seem off to anyone else? I don’t know. Maybe I’m wrong…

Doesn’t that seem off to anyone else? I don’t know. Maybe I’m wrong…

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Does anyone have any tips on how to better splits?

Stretches or just any tips in general would be amazing. I really want to be able to increase my flexibility in general, but being able to do a split would be awesome.

Om nom nom. 3 scrambled eggs, spinach, chicken, mushrooms, tomato, garlic, and a bit of ketchup, super fruit green tea, and stevia. Such a yummy breakfast. I’m so full.

Om nom nom. 3 scrambled eggs, spinach, chicken, mushrooms, tomato, garlic, and a bit of ketchup, super fruit green tea, and stevia. Such a yummy breakfast. I’m so full.

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Don’t be alarmed.. I only changed my avatar.

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Yesterday I went to my (big) little brother’s high school graduation. I have never been more proud of him than at that moment when they called his name over the microphone, he grabbed his diploma, and shot his fist into the air. As hot as it was and as long as the speeches dragged on, it was worth every second (and sunburn). 

My brother had basically gone through hell his entire high school career and even though he wanted to quit many times, he still pushed through and made it to the end. I am so proud of him and I can’t wait to see where he goes from here. He is going to do great things in the world!

(PS the 5th picture isn’t really how he smiles. He was just being a geek)

I miss Dylan so much it hurts. :/ I just want to lay next to him and be wrapped in his arms. I want to kiss him. I want to play king of the bed. I just really want to see him right now. 

I so hungry and we have no freaking food. :/ I think a shopping trip is in order.

I so hungry and we have no freaking food. :/ I think a shopping trip is in order.

I’ve gained 3 lbs in 5 days….

I really nee to up my game. I need to work out harder, eat better, and drink water. I need to be down to 134 by the end of this month. 

I found out how to irritate my boyfriend like mad…. I proceeded to send him this on skype…
Swaggy!!!
Im gonna send our children to swag school
Swiggity swiggity swag
Ima hit you with a rag.
on the face
cause you mad
that I got all this swag
Call me Fred flinstone cause I yaba daba yolo
I don’t call it my house I call it my yolo pad
I don’t drive a car I drive a swagon
Im sorry you can’t handle my gangster side
I got dat swag of a million. Aint no body beat me. I got the swag of a trillion look how I climb up this tree
I could be a rapper.

I found out how to irritate my boyfriend like mad…. I proceeded to send him this on skype…

Swaggy!!!

Im gonna send our children to swag school

Swiggity swiggity swag

Ima hit you with a rag.

on the face

cause you mad

that I got all this swag

Call me Fred flinstone cause I yaba daba yolo

I don’t call it my house I call it my yolo pad

I don’t drive a car I drive a swagon

Im sorry you can’t handle my gangster side

I got dat swag of a million. Aint no body beat me. I got the swag of a trillion look how I climb up this tree

I could be a rapper.

I just want to get everything out of my stomach. Today has been so stressful and that’s one of the only ways I know how to deal with this much stress.
I wake up and it’s 97 degrees out…

Fuckin’ fuck. How am I supposed to be a majestic unicorn in this weather. It’s hot as balls and humid! 

This is the dress I’m going to be wearing to my sister’s wedding. I am in love with it! I love love love the back and just everything about it is amazing.  I have a bit of a problem though… I’m not sure what to accessorize with… It’s going to be early July… so I have a bit of time to buy something to go with it. Do you guys have any ideas? I was thinking something teal, but I’m not sure. HELP?!?!?!

Went to the beach, wore a bikini and nothing else, and I hadn’t shaved my legs in like 3 days.

and I didn’t give a damn!  

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